I would have loved to get education on fine arts. This is the answer for those young brain energies saying. I have to prefer branches for the struggle to earn a living instead of my talented skills.
Fear is useless for the time at which a person is fated to die. You know this. For those acting with anger get harmed had been said by oldies also.
Although these two proverbs seemed to contradict each other, I should say actually they comprehend components completing of the same idea. I mean, We need to consider the subjects with a healthy mental attitude. Things needed to be done after making the most affirmative decisions by researching carefully as a result of whatever is experienced and waiting for best time of the suitable conditions to realize these.
When on the way of our aim which we are so eager to reach the opportunities may appear, we might should take a step without destroying our own selves ? Opportunities. What does it mean?
Opportunities for all of us have to face all life long accordingly with our ideals.
That’s nothing else except wishing to be where we want to be all life long.
Opportunities against our own self may be accepted as opportunities as well.
Acquisitions by acting treacherously toward our own selves might give us happiness in the short term. As a result, gaining something by loosing something else is not a real success I think. Opportunities against our character and abilities wouldn’t be accepted as opportunities, on the contrary, since they create self filthiness, they would start defect in character I think. I called these kind of opportunities Take this dear, give that dear. Commercial mentality has always a negative role on personal character growth. I would love to be among those who are searching for destiny instead of being one of those calling obligations as destiny.
Real life success requires without loosing anything from self-essence. It seems, I will continue to write and share my feelings to a world with people who are sensitive enough to understand me.
Let’s consider at the young age, when we have to make the most important decisions of our lives after high school, think about parents wishes on last step of education on which occupation would be chosen. Let’s think about the reasons why they wanted their children to have a popular occupation without being in need of others. I want you think about it without considering the realities of capitalistic system in which we live and without disregarding the reality of obligations where all family leaders know none of art branches make money, where they prefer their children to have valid occupations with that they can earn money.

As far as I see, by understanding the reason why so many mentalities forgotten the mild breeze of improvements meanning may I tell that only those young brains could understand young brains who want to understand and know what make them happy.
As I told you before in some of my articles lines my wings were pulled out at one time.
However I waited my wings to grow up again to be able to fly on the sky where I belong to. As soon as my wings grew strong, plump and healthy, I’ve gone back to art work life. Since I had been a young brain owner at one time, I wanted to give you as an example for my struggle to earn a living. Let’s continue this sample if you like.
I’ve worked in the United States and studied at the same time. Not with my family’s money. I’ve gone to United States with the money earned by my own effort. After I started to save some money, I continued going to school for my education. There were hard times, when I had no money, poor days without food. I could keep up my education so hardly. There were some people wanted to put me away from art. There were times people who were unaware of the art’s wisdom and joy wanted to keep me away from art I lived horrible times, when they have successful intrigues. By sensation exploitation, I had lived away for ages from my life’s most important vessels. But, I’ve gone back to art’s irresistible attraction. As a human being in world’s population, I have been at schools all the time in order to improve myself.
I have educated and have been educated at the same time. I have trained thousands of students. I don’t know if I were at the right position where I were supposed to be.
However I think I were a worldwide artist. If I find the ways to happy in a country where art has no value, it’s not because of false worth given to me. I am happy, because I am comfortable to know that I could create the necessary environment for what I needed and wanted to do. Some people are so confused at the beginning, keep finding excuses for their failure by saying another reason for their lack of success.

Amazing! I found it amazing not because of my life conditions’ difficulties. I had been teaching in day time, where as cleaning the hamburger tables at nights. My salary wasn’t enough. I had to increase my income level for my workshop’s expenses. Since I haven’t got enough revenue to pay my basic needs, sometimes I had to work at third class businesses. I worked at any extra employment to be able to buy all art’s necessaries. I have done only life requirements without leaving art. Until I put my own signature under worldwide exhibitions. I proceeded on a hard way as long as my steps. The art love in my heart was so enthusiastic as splashing from waterfalls. If I am stil having this enthusiasm today, I cannot understand my contemporries who walk on the same way like I do or young artists pessimism with a surprising, hopeful future. I hope those people don’t get angry if I say that those who avoid from challenge didn’t have the real art intellect. The number of nights I spent at my atelier, although I have a home, by working are more than today’s young artists’ ages. If I work with the same tempo, live happily and in a hard and dusty environment enjoy my time more than my contemporaries and also, if I get sorry instead of you, instead of him, her or instead of them. If I could keep up continuing to create at any kind of arts in my simple life and if I could feel every productive brain deserved more successful life than mine.
Just so we shouldn’t get pessimistic because of difficulties. Let’s be productive all the time, continue to produce always. By your permission I want speaking to productive youngs who couldn’t catched the opportunity winds yet. Let’s use the charmed power of our hand on all occasions. It might be drawing portrait or writing poem or writing short stories like articles. Of course if we want to live with the excitement of having ability of realizing these performances as being young artists aiming to be productive. We can shape some potter’s clay. It can be classical or abstract, doesn’t matter. We can mix one kilo gypsum plaster which we could get from a hardware store easily with water. Then we can put this mixture into a plastic bottle. After it gets hard, we can cut the plastic bottle with a knife. We can shape it with a spoon at home. If you cannot do this if you don’t do this what is the meaning of wishing a life as an artist? Of course, what I said is acceptable for those who want to live the marginal pleasure given by art.
Best Regards, for those trying to develop wings by art Works who know the value of freedom.
Ahmet Nuray wrote this article for those young artist canditates valued as his own soul.
Art Critic Ahmet Nuray

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